Blink of an eye.

Having a disturbance around you, is a wonderful gift, gifted to many but respected by only a few. Always having someone around to be engaged with. Someone to think of, someone who keeps on reminding you just how important you are, to them, and to everyone else. Someone to tell you they love you. Someone, to call of your own. To be angry with, to be angered by. Most importantly, to be there. 

You wont believe just how day-making a call could be RIGHT BEFORE you get off your bus, before you start walking towards your home asking you "bc kahan hai? Ghar mat jana, mein aa raha hu". And you dont pick up any further call just cause you know the value of the next plate of momos, or the next fog you are about to share. 

No matter it is a night in or a night out, someone is always a constant. And some-thing too (you know what i mean). It was actually a trippy time, I didn't even get a note just hoe the three years had gone by. And now when i look back at that time, even though we have done things no one could have done, it feels like it could have been so much more. But all i can do is tell myself that it was the best that could happen. 

"Years" did not have the same definition anymore, they were like, seconds gone with just a blink of an eye. Work was work no more. A week of patience-less idiots, having simply the best week of their lives. But all I can do is tell myself that was an era. They all come to an end. 

The nights didn't seem like nights no more. Days had a different name. And well. The back-side of the shops do really make a big hell of a difference. And haha, the pen rolled papers. They were the best things to happen to me, actually. But all i can do, is think that maybe it was just what it was. No more stuff to be handled anymore.

But when this disturbance fades away (no, he is alive :p) in some silence, even temporary. You feel like you have no reason to visit that place again. I mean, it kills you so bad inside that you're just constantly wondering "yar kaun bulayega mereko raat ko rehne ke liye? (who will call me for a night stay every other day?) bc, momos kiske sath khaunga? Yar rolling kisje sath hogi? Roega kon poore tym? Sala hasi to gyi hi gyi. Rona bhi sookh gya" and all you want to do is just bury in a silence and you just dont want to escape. Just lie there, and remember everything you had with them and forget the fact that life, some way or another, has to move on. This disturbance is actually those assholes, who share that string of your life, which makes you simply forget the world and live in the moment. Who make you realize why, just why this life is so beautiful. Those who give you a reason. Who are simply a family. Whatever i say, big or small. It will always be an understatement for you. I miss you bro. Already. 

I hope things happened the same way again, I really do. Trust me, even thinking of your absence is making me cry inside. I'm not even there yet, but I feel so alone already. Take this as a tribute to our friendship, and the love that our circle shared. I wont ever forget the moments that we shared, no matter how big or small. Yes, the fate has brought us to a turn, I say god forbid to happen to anyone else. But now, is a time to make sure we do what we've got to do. For I believe in Moonchild. May or may not the world understand. But all i know, and need to know is that no matter how far you are, i know you always have my back. You jerk.

THANKS FOR MAKING MY ERA A GREAT, NEVER-ENDING LAUGHTER! I love you buddy :)

Bhai, kuch bhi karle. Rahega tu (samajh ja) hi :D

~Caveman